Robin Uthappa, the renowned Indian cricketer has revealed that between 2009- 2011 time, there was a time when he was really depressed and constantly thinking about committing suicide by jumping off his balcony. He said although cricket is his passion, mentally he couldn’t think about anything and was fighting every day to survive. His mindset was engaged while playing cricket but in his leisure time, he was finding ways to end his life. Then Uthappa started maintaining a diary of his day to day life and from there he could able to change his life.